everyone:

for those who read my blog:

mayb reading my blog make u guys blur or dono wat i'm writing bout...

ps ya...my english vr poor one la...

so u guys can see 'cacat' sentences or words...

i write it using english+bahasa melayu...

it's rojak i know...

but 'bo bian'...dono how to write in proper english

my gramma n vocab oso like shit...

ps ps...hehe...hope u guys don mind ya...

take care...

susu-peng

celaka

last nite...sms with someone...
really don understand wat's her logic man...
weird qin ah tat gal...Zzz
she said she don sms tat much with person who she not close with...
eh ah moi ah...
i don stay in the same house with u n oso no see u everyday ok...
how can i close with u?!
so msg u hope can get close with u la...
mana tahu u said like tat pula...
really celaka la u...Zzz

busy

came back to sibuti last nite after celebrating my grandpa's b.day...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRANDPA!!!
today helped my dad 'jaga' shop...Zzz
i've to say.......IT'S VERY BUSY MAN!!!
cz malay puasa n raya is coming soon(on tues or wed)...
so everyday many ppl come buy things tat they need for the festival...
my sis n i helped to 'bungkus' the fireworks...
so scary la selling those fireworks...
later kena 'tangkap' by 'mata' jiu soi lw...Zzz
LOL...many 'lakia' bought the fireworks lo...
got one vr celaka de kid...
he wana bought a rm2 'chong tian pao'...
he gave me rm2 but he took one more...
he thought i dono ha?
excuses me kid...
u think ur hand vr big can hide it ah?stupid!!!
i said"berapa kamu ambil?"
thn he put it back...Zzz
now ah...kids oso steal things...really celaka+melampau...

ps

sorry for not posting any new articles...
home no comp to online... =.=
n quite busy oso...
having exam on the 22 of sept(monday)...
now having raya holiday n i'm at sibuti...LOL
haven finish exam pula...
cont after tis holiday...Zzz

miss u..

tomorrow, moon cake festival...
need to go back to cbuti with my aunty them tomorrow afternoon...
need to go 'sembahyang' my mom with my dad n sis later...
hmmm...she passed away 7 years lw...
really miss her sometime...
cant really forget her...n i don wan to forget...
she's always in my memories...
the time we spend together...
although it's not long, we had good memories
(n oso bad one)
mom, i miss u.......

but

i like u but u like another person...
i care for u but u only care for another person...
sometime i really think tat i'm stupid...
been fooling around....
i'll do anything u wan me to do...
but the way u treat me really make me 'beh song' sometime...
i know i've no choice when things related to u...
i just can't sat NO to u...
tat's me...
but don think tat wat i do to u is wat i should actually do...
please appreciate it sometime...
don treat me like tat...

time...

i'm FUCKING STRESS rite now....
suddenly remember tat i got lot of things i need to do...
add math project, study for trial, n oso practise for my piano examination on tis Nov...
Zzz... sucks man...
my piano exam is on Nov!!! tat's when SPM starts...
i'm gonna DIE tis time...
i'm afraid tat i'll fail my piano exam...sobz sobz
I NEED MORE TIME!!!

sorry...

sorry dad...
i shouldn't say those things tat really 'melampau'
i know u really gives me lots of freedom tis time...
but i'm such a sucks tat don't know how to appreciate bout it...
i'm sorry for saying those words tat might hurt u deep inside ur heart...
i know u wan me to have a good n bright future...
n i always make u disappointed...
i'm really sorry...
i apologize.... =(

please la~

hey...

don u know tat wat u do will really hurt ur body?
u really don care bout it?

when u wana do so
please think bout those friends who really care bout u
they all really worry bout u

y don u just listen to wat they say?
tat's not the way to keep fit u know?

if u wana get thin
just do more exercise
eat more vege n fruits
less meat

please be mature enough
don do things tat hurt those ppl who care n love u

sick sick sick~

tis few days,weather not so good...
almost everyday raining...
lot of ppl get sick jor...
hmmm...let see who's sick...
my aunty(wan xin), my mom(zi wei), shereen, yv n bla bla...
shereen n yv the worst...fever tim...Zzz

bah..for those who's sick:
1. eat medi
2. drink lots of water
3. have enough rest
4. don eat fried food

for those who's not sick:
1. drink more water
2. don slp late
3. don eat too much fried food

*mom ah...u better listen to wat i say...if no u'll know la hor..Zzz

take care ya all my friends... =)

quarrel again =.=

jam jor....dono wat to write lw..Zzz

can someone tell me wat to write? sob sob..

btw, i'm at cbuti now...LOL

school day but i'm not going to school...

hohoho...having holiday on my own...

gesi lw me...hehe..xp

came back last nite...

hmmmm..quarrel with my dad last nite while on the way back...

i told him i'm going for a fren's bd on tis sat...

c wat's our conversation:

suyi:dad,i'm going for my fren's bd tis sat nite..

dad:go whr?

suyi:erm...having dinner at mei xin..

dad:after tat go karaoke la?

suyi:i dono..they planned it..

dad:so will be home late again?

suyi:no la..mayb i slp over at sarah's? i'll call u when i reach home?

dad:can i say no?

suyi:no..i wana go...

after tat no nid write out lw...quarrel like hell man...Zzz

try to ask him last minute...hehe xp

tired~

now it's late n i'm still at curtin...
not back home yet...vr tired leh...
slept at 2smth last nite...feel sleepy now..Zzz
hmmm..just finish 1st trial last week thn having 2nd trial again on the 22 of sept..
WAT THE HELL!!!
those teachers think we're vr clever har?!
give us so many exams...Zzz
probably will fail 5 subs tis time..DIE LW...
haih..really cnt play play lw la...
nid to be serious...
nid to spent more time studying...
i don wana stay in miri after i graduate la...wuwuwu~
sien4...
ARRR!!! i wana slp la... wuwuwu~

mood not good~

tis few days....haih....
dono why mood not so good...Zzz
few days ago i didnt msg her...cz du joy her...
from sat till mon...
felt so sad n felt like crying...sob sob..
called my aunty...told her wat happened btw me n her....
i told her i'm not going to msg her anymore...
my aunty said," no matter wat desicion u made u'll lost something. so think carefully."
i dono wana lost her as my friend seem we're 5 years friend..
it's really not worth....
so i msg her again....
qiute cold at the beginning but after tat ok la...
i think sometimes i really vr 'qian bian'...
always find something to quarrel with her...
i'm sorry ya =(

hi =)

bah..my new blog....(another blog: www.wretch.cc/blog/ssusu14)
just made it just now...too bared lw bah...
it's national day holiday and i'm at sibuti now...
well..sibuti is a very small town...it drive me crazy man...Zzz
hmmm...
i found tat everytime i'm bored i'll do something tat i actually wont do..
like blogging.......LOL
bah..tis few days my mood not so good...
cz of some ppl(u know i know la....no need say it out..)
got a bit miss her.....and also my friends....
here really very very boring la..
luckily i'm going down to miri tonite....MUAHAHAHA
bah...gtg lw....buh-bye
miss all my friends n my mom(zi wei)
hehe